Where is my focus?
Oh (stop!)
It's like that moment in a Pixies song—the sudden stop that echoes in my mind. My thoughts mimic a proton–proton chain reaction, leaping from one idea to another in an endless loop of "what ifs." Then, it hits me. Stop. A self-imposed pause, a moment of restraint. I cherish the chain of thoughts that brought me here.
But lately, my ability to stay in that loop and nurture a single idea has waned. I find myself incomplete, with countless ideas languishing in alternate universes where I might have finished them.
Why? Why can't I commit to one idea? And why does my reluctance to work on the ones I have make me feel so sad?
I've tried everything—every productivity hack, every app, even the infamous Pomodoro technique. Yet, I still find myself searching for my elusive focus.
I know it's been a while. Thank you for not giving up on the blog. I'll try to get back to it. I'm sorry.